I feel that everything that should and does matter to me are just eroding away. And I either care so much it hurts, or I simply don't care enough. And I feel so helpless because I don't know what more to do and it's all slipping away anyway. There are stretches of time when things seem fine, even optimistic, then the next thing you know it's all falling apart. Is it futile to try fixing things? I have hope, but even that is barely, right now. I just feel alone and I don't know what.
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