Hey. I guess this past week has been sort of a hellish one - in a 'the-world-is-coming-to-an-abrupt-and-terrible-end kind of way. (Not to be too dramatic). It's like there's always been this little bit of something sneaking around underneath and finally it surfaced. I've done a little bit of soul-searching, and plan to do much more this weekend, and probably for a long time to come. There needs to be some changes and I'm ready to make them in my own self. At least I have reached for help (to overcome my stupidity and answer some questions) and made some definite steps and I hope it helps to get the ball rolling in the right direction again. Even for the gut-wrenching feeling inside me, it is a little bit empowering to finally be working toward a change.
I am also humbled by the caring people around me. The ones who took notice and reached out even though they didn't know what was going on... I never even suspected or expected that my problems would matter to anyone else. I am so humbled by their shows of love. How blessed I am to be surrounded by such awesome and wonderful people! They are true friends.
Time to get to work. :)
4 comments:
Cali, My best wishes to you in your efforts to deal with the things you are going through.
Lots of people love you. Hang in there!
Johnny B and Ang- thank you so much!
Your post was vague on specifics, but, but I think you'll be okay, Cal. You have a good head on your shoulders. You're much farther ahead than many other people would be.
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