My sweet little Gwennie-girl is the mad farter tonight. I guess that's one side effect of upgrading a puppy's food. I guess it's good if that's the only side effect so far, ha.
I feel myself changing a lot these last few weeks/months, doing a little bit of soul-searching. Can see that I've been trying so hard for the past some years to build myself up and be important, and make sure everyone else noticed - as though that matters - that I didn't consider the sweet and tender souls around me as much as I should. And that's sad because the people I love are what truly and honestly make life worth it. Eddycation and jobs and houses and stuff are all good stuff and I am thankful, but they would be an empty existence if they were all I had. A comfortable and happy home, and family relationships that mean something, they are the real meaning and joy in life, imo. (In My Opinion - facebook lingo). It seems like a pretty obvious conclusion, but I must have a very thick head to not fully appreciate it - them - and I want to change that going forward. I've been so blessed with a truly good man for a husband, and so blessed for such great mom & dad and siblings. I love them all so much.
Work was better today - I just tried to have a better attitude and to stay focused, it helped a lot. Went to my other job too for an hour or so. Ready to take it easy now, goodnight.
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